Want and repel

When what you're good at makes you want to disappear

For the point in a chart where stuff disappears, where shit leaks out, the South Node sure matters a lot. As in: it makes holes material; it renders concrete what we use to plug those holes—desire, talent, luck, god, ghosts, depression, a certain slant of light, winter afternoons/that oppresses like the heft of cathedral tunes.

Likely born sometime betw…